Well since Em and Tara have updated guess it's my turn. I've been teaching the First Place class and I'm amazed at reactions of people. Several people have sent me e-mails saying how I'm changing their lives. It's not me but something far greater. It's been very rewarding. My car broke down again since I wrote last. Another 800.00! Only money right? I'm going for an interview at East House on Thursday so we'll see what that brings. I'm during things over to a Higher Power. I've applied for several positions . We'll see what my destiny is. So why is it the best and worst of times? Well Marissa got her first car, Yeah. Tara and Dave are settled in. Em is wrapping up her Master's degree I'm blessed with many things but ..... There are times I miss when the kids were little so much it hurts. People said I'd suffer from empty nest syndrome this year and I can feel it creeping up on me. These past couple of days I've cried my fair share over missing Tara. I've been wearing her sweatshirt to keep her close. When Em was over I sat on her lap( think I might have injured her) and I just plain miss my babies. Life goes by so fast. I know this is a passage. I can't wait for Tara and Dave's wedding.5 more weeks!!!!!! I'm going to dance my fanny off. You guys stop rolling your eyes and groaning!!!!!!!! It's a good day to live Macdougal!!!!