Well today we had Tara's shower. It was nice to see everyone. Dawn had us in stitches. I really do like Dave's parents. They're pretty down to earth. Once again I feel like I'm back in summer of last year when Tara went to NYC. I started crying just thinking about the two of them going cross country yesterday and it keeps hitting me in waves. I know it will be good for them, I've just gotten pretty close to Tara this past year and the thought of her being away for four months makes me sad. I've always said my girls are my sunshine and it's never been more true. I can be having the worst day and I'll see them and light up. I still recall sitting in church and having Tara sneak in and sit next to me. She came early in the morning from Keuka. I felt absolute joy. Here's a neat factoid, I found a single penny on one of the tables at The Palace today. I told Tara it was from Tim and her grandparents. I found one at graduation too. Coincidence? I think not. I was really proud of Em today. She made a huge amount of food, got gifts for everyone and was the entertainer. I read her card to Tara and cried my eyes out. She quoted her uncle Tim and said, " Remember those small towns will always be there". That of course reminded me that we never know when it will be the last time we see someone and of course I am crying now. I will end with.... Take good care of my baby. It's a good day to live MacDougal!!!!!